Serial Killer Club

[ Saturday, May 04, 2002 ]

 
Scream,Scream Again


Inside i scream,Killing the Normality
I died a thousand times
Needing time to be....
Loathing to breathe again...Nightmares suffocate me
Choking...Drifting away....Born again!!!

Ooh why oh why am i still in the light??
Beautiful darkness...don't shy away
Embrace me and never let go
Terrified by the sun and running and never to stop
Eclipse me!!

Take for granted ,the lifeless void
Please take me home...I want to meet the end
Resurrected and dying again
Ending it all for nothing
Go away

If i go to the land of night
Will i ever die again??....Please oh please
Take me away i love the pain
Again and again i will fall
Taking my own life....What is the price to die??

Look at me tell me about death
Hold my hand and take me there
I study it and wonder if its real
Unfold the knife and show me life
Instinctively Fight to live,damning myself to this earthbound hell

Never to breathe again
Loving the thought of it
Wanting to live death
Page by page....it never fails
Wrath builds in me....Dying alone

Kill me with you silent words
Teach me to die alone
Pray for me
Though it will do nothing
Hate me so i can hate the world

Blinded by the light on iniquity
Killing my mind
Hoping the body will follow
Without death i will not live
Without life i will not die

Bonded to earthbound souls
Fighting to break free
Wanting to break these prismatic chains
Contribute to me ending life
Falling away i finally smile














WishKiller [12:33 AM]

[ Thursday, May 02, 2002 ]

 
Cirrhosis

Cancer took you away
Took you from me
It doesn't matter anymore
I will NEVER see you again

Take me with you on this fucked up trip
I won't bother you
Our vessel is not crowded
Please ....i want to go

Never again will i see this earth
Contact wounds and razorblades
Sub zero nightmare....froze to death
Vaccum of space and the lack of time

Why are you haunting me
Plaguing my mind
Killing my dreams and suffocating me
I didn't kill you....but now i would

Cancer.....take me too
I devour you and make you whole
I spread you like a disease
Killing me

Cancer took you away
Took you from me
It doesn't matter anymore
I will NEVER see you again

Take me with you on this fucked up trip
I won't bother you
Our vessel is not crowded
Please ....i want to go

Never again will i see this earth
Contact wounds and razorblades
Sub zero nightmare....froze to death
Vaccum of space and the lack of time

Why are you haunting me
Plaguing my mind
Killing my dreams and suffocating me
I didn't kill you....but now i would

Cancer.....take me too
I devour you and make you whole
I spread you like a disease
Killing the world




WishKiller [12:16 AM]

[ Wednesday, May 01, 2002 ]

 
Eyes Of Midnight

Exorcise me,My love
Your spirit deep within me
Can,t get you outta mind
My soul...Without you..i am kind

Stuck within your eyes
Trapped within your words
This wasted life,cold to the bone
Without you i'm gone

Why!!! This hell you do to me???
Go away and never return!!!!!
This gun may make you go away
Kill me To kill you....Hurt myself to please you!!!
Please look away!!

You want my pain and love the agony
Trusting you with my life...
Hold my hand and lead me away......(to hell)
This pain you give breaks me down...Only to make me stronger

Angel eyes....Midnight soul
Crown of thorns...Ivory horns
Black satin wings..Puncture wounds
Holocaust personified...Beautiful scars

Hold me tight just to asphyxiate me
My head to your chest....the heart no longer beats
Blood running cold....Immortalized
Pulse withered and died...Broken free from your mold

Why!!! This hell you do to me???
Go away and never return!!!!!
This gun may make you go away
Kill me To kill you....Hurt myself to please you!!!
Please look away!!

Time nears....Scent of jasmine and death
Beautiful and pungent...mix of scent
Mirror in front of you
Look in and see.......ME!!!!!









WishKiller [11:56 PM]

 
Poser.....(A Funeral For A Friend???)


Fuck you....Getting under my skin
Thinking all of this is for you
Stuck in a world of your making
Playing with your little pawns...Faking

Poser .....Why you live this way??
No one believes you...And your hard ass life
Guilt trips and lies .....You can do so much better
Greedy and Arrogant ...living little lies

Get a grip and never confess
Love will always elude you...As you wonder why
Never wanting to deal with life
Crying and begging......Just do it!!! i'll give you the fucking knife!!!

Was friends once
Never again
Kill all you say you want..
Give in and hold you...No i won't!!

Nothing but a little wanna be
Wanting to cry....No shoulder for you
Trippin and don't know what to do
This little slap in the face is from me to you!

Never will you understand what you did
Or will you ever care
Turn your back and want to be alone..
Now you will really be alone....Fuck you

Trying to be a real friend...
Kissing all but your ass
Listening to sob stories
Boo fucking hoo...lies are never loved

In your own little world you rule
People bowing to you
Wake the fuck up!!!!
Grow up and get a fucking life!!!!!

It has to stop somewhere
Has to stop sometime
Hitting rock bottom
Only thing left to do is climb

Well that's the way it is
And the way it will stay
Think of the good times
.....The yesterday!!!!!

So long and dream well.....THANX FOR THE FUCK!!!!!
WishKiller [12:14 AM]

[ Tuesday, April 30, 2002 ]

 
Bone Church.....(?Religion?)

Cataclysm in earth's eye
Holocaust in the air...teeming with life
Razorblade rain falls like stone
Dying for the last time gaia crys

Why is it we kill each other...hating anyone who breathes??
Terrorising children and robbing the poor??
Believing that your(GOD)wants you to kill the nonbelievers
Holy war....What really is holy??Unholy war ...cannibalize the night

Eating the flesh Leaving the bones
Making weapons of hate
Breaking the souls
Burning for all to see

Crucified for a greedy government
Hanged and beaten
Crushed by stones
Golgotha......Your final stand

Last fatal kiss
A world bound and torn away
Welcome my children
Die for me in this place......Help me with my bone church

Jesus died and will never be again
Which direction will you go
Cry with mother earth
And kill for god

Monks who fight
Priests who rape
Brother forgive me
Father i am coming home

Keep me alive long as you wish
I will never bow to the
Fear god??No!!!!
Respect the unrelenting power of the Unholy war!!!


Show me what you mean
What you need
Upon black clouds
Stop the world

Disciples of the cross
Killing in the name
Disciples of the stars
Killing themselves

Follow or lead
The choice is yours
Unknown time of arrival
And I'll see you (there)






WishKiller [11:42 PM]