Serial Killer Club

[ Thursday, May 09, 2002 ]

 
Frost

Freezing....Can you hear me??
Eyes burning..Wind so cold
Needing the sun,The warmth..Anything
Shattered like brittle stone...Pieces that can not be healed
Time ebbs and flows....Stopped in time....
Put me together and stone me again

Say goodbye to me ..and never return
Take your cold hearted ways and leave
Cannibalize me....Anything.....just go
Sick of you.Never needing you again
Taking your toll..Killing my self control
Biding my time.Wasting yours....End is near

I,ll hunt you down kill you and feed you to the flies
Run Run Run..little one...last chance
If i don't get you the cold will
Freeze like me ...Need the warmth
It eludes you like the life you seek
Forever ending..Never loving.Always fighting

Run if you can,,,,If you have wings i suggest flying away
No one will help you...No one will
Wounded and weakening..Running slower still
I will eventually catch up...I may eat you alive
Scared yet??...Tears frozen to your face
Wondering aimlessly...every muscle you have almost petrified from the cold

Seeking solace...Being shunned away
Children and women laughing at your wind blackened flesh
Frost bitten and hypothermic...Crazed by your desperation to live
Limbs numb...finding it harder to move...but you keep pushing on
So cold your hair frozen....spasms ......chilled to the bone
Dying and you don't know what you did....you just existed

This is not like your native land
Miles upon miles away
No beaches here...no sand
Dying in a frozen tomb....locked in an icy prison

Your body becomes so lethargic you fall to your knees
Unable to move your fingers or toes
Amputation ...your future
Looking up you see the hunter
Closing your eyes one last time....as the axe falls




WishKiller [11:39 PM]

 
It's Always This

Images and words fill the void
The Void of my own
Suck the life...Crave the Wasted tears
Dry the blood and Control the flow

Scars of dreams i once had
Never to be realized...NEVER
But i will not die..For it is the Only thing i love
Dealing with all the shit...Need to cash in my life

Worthless and dirty...Revoke my heart (SUICIDAL)
Spill me.Drain me,,,,Destroy me(KILL ME)
Blind but i can see(KILL MYSELF)
Need the darkness to set me free(SET ME FREE)

SUICIDAL..KILL MY SELF.......PLEASE
KILL ME....SET ME FREE.....I BEG OF YOU
KILL MYSELF....SUICIDAL.....END THIS
SET ME FREE.......KILL ME.....I BEG OF YOU

With all of this life....flowing over the stones
Like water...Bleeding red
Falling like rain,,,,,,,Wanting to go
Worthless life......Kill me slow....oh kill me slow

Needless in this world
Worthless in the womb
Killer in me.....
Never resurect me

Worthless and dirty...Revoke my heart (SUICIDAL)
Spill me.Drain me,,,,Destroy me(KILL ME)
Blind but i can see(KILL MYSELF)
Need the darkness to set me free(SET ME FREE)

SUICIDAL..KILL MY SELF.......PLEASE
KILL ME....SET ME FREE.....I BEG OF YOU
KILL MYSELF....SUICIDAL.....END THIS
SET ME FREE.......KILL ME.....I BEG OF YOU

Set adrift on this ocean of tears
Self worth dying of cancer
Went to hell and back....
I'm nothing without myself....Without you

Cashed in my life....received only pennies
Sold my soul...and was just turned away
Existing only to loathe the fact
Day dreaming of the end....a black coma

Voyage across a sea of love and reefs of hate
Slipping away....undertow....Drowning
I gave in to what i know
Living moment to moment..And never caring

I thought you were going to help me(to die)
Love me (to death)
Fail me .....(let me live)
Don't forget my last words..and these upon the stone

Here he is
As he is now
As he was
NEVER will he be again

Worthless and dirty...Revoke my heart (SUICIDAL)
Spill me.Drain me,,,,Destroy me(KILL ME)
Blind but i can see(KILL MYSELF)
Need the darkness to set me free(SET ME FREE)

SUICIDAL..KILL MY SELF.......PLEASE
KILL ME....SET ME FREE.....I BEG OF YOU
KILL MYSELF....SUICIDAL.....END THIS
SET ME FREE.......KILL ME.....I BEG OF YOU

I BEG OF YOU.....

I BEG OF YOU
I BEG OF YOU
I BEG OF YOU
I............BEG ......OF.............Y...O......U..........




WishKiller [12:12 AM]