Illusion of Fear
Living life like an abomination
Accepting all that is
And all that will never be
Fearless to the end.....My fatal downfall
Making one cold to the world....Driven
Oblivious to what makes people be
Becoming more than i need to become
Needing to feel what i never known
Never being a real man..missing what it feels like to fear
I,m the freak....the clown...
Passionate about the macabre
Needing death to fill the void
Love to fill the void....Just to be someone
The void consumed me at a young age
Now in my mind i am totally alone
Can you show me life
Teach me to fear
What its like to live
To die??
Tired of life so i cry
Wonder why i am not fearful
Dying forever
Never becoming
Isolated by the truth,Raped by fate
Gripped by all i don't need in my life
Struck down by the heavens
In this life i don't need,Never ending again
A solitary want that i will die with..Fear begins??
Morbid and Antisocial.....gripped in pain
Outkast...The way i want to be
No one will ever understand that i am incomplete
Never to be Whole...ever
I am already dead inside...Why am i not.....complete??
Can you show me life
Teach me to fear
What it's like to live
To die??
Tired of life so i cry
Wonder why i am not fearful
Dying forever
Never becoming
WHY..... can i not feel
Needing this and nothing else
Gripped by this shit
I want to die
I want to be alone!!!!!
Enveloped by the darkness
Eradicated by the light
Redemption by fire...Burn me alive
Drowning in a life i don't want
And a felling that i all but need
Damned from birth.Laughed at by your god
Graveyards and angels...foreboding.... Unrelenting
Someone make this right ...PLEASE HELP ME
I will say my prayers and kiss the face of death
Perhaps she will help me.....to fear...to die
WishKiller [10:50 PM]